i'm gonna do it month by month, so if that bothers you...just deal, you don't have to read it ( Read more... )

well what can i say, christmas came and went. i ended up with two pairs of jeans, and some cd's and dvd's that i bought myself! i really wanted a laptop, knew i wouldn't get it, but still wanted one. everything my mom got me i ended up returning, and then she got mad at me...which is gay cause i told her not to get me any clothes. oh well...so this ( Read more... )

ah...Christmas. bah humbug i say. i'm not feeling the christmas spirit this year...at all. could be the fact that i was working in the retail world for the beginning of the season, but something tells me that's not it. i just don't feel excited about it as i used to. right now i'm at my parents house in michigan, there is about a foot or more of ( Read more... )

exactly 2 months since my last post...what did it take for me to post you ask? something i read really pissed me off. and i felt the need to let a few things out. first off...works work, i work all the time. 40 hour weeks. it sucks, i hate it. i have rich people yelling at me and telling me how to do MY job all the time. not my idea of fun. life ( Read more... )

well i would like to be able to say that i've figured everything out, and that i'm the on the road to success. but unfortunatly i'm just as confused as ever. the good news is that i do now have a job. so i'm at least making some money. and i'm working full time. so i guess that's good. but it's not something that i'm going to stick with forever. i ( Read more... )

it's funny the things that i hold on to in remembrance of people or events. i still have most of my movie stubs, all my concert stubs, and different memorabilia from different events. but the things that i keep to remind me of people are the ones that shock me when i come across them later. some things i won't use, cause it was an ongoing joke or ( Read more... )

i'm stuck in a position in which i don't know where to go from here. i'm being pulled in all sorts of directions. i SO badly want to go back to washington. and i know that i couldn't go back to bellingham, cause i wouldn't grow there. i would get stuck in the same routine...drinking drinking and more drinking. and while that was so much fun ;) i ( Read more... )

My grandfather is a great man. As most of you know he recently had hip replacement surgery. and things just seem to go down hill from there. he's in a rehab hospital right now, where he is supposed to be recieve physical therapy so that he could hopefully walk again. But rather than being able to participate in his pt, he is stuck in bed with ( Read more... )

so little time ( Read more... )

one year ago seems so long ago. i never would have thought so much could happen in a year. one year ago we were finding out that my cousin had cancer, and that he was probably going to die. today he is surviving, in remission and proving to all his doctors that miracles really do happen. one year ago, i had a best friend who i loved. he made me ( Read more... )