never thought i hear myself saying this...
but i can't wait to go home...i just have this need to go home to my parents! i can't explain it. i've never felt this before while being at college. maybe cause i've gotten used to not being able to just go home for the weekend or something. i don't know. but i really just want to go home and see my mom and dad...who would have thunk it...certainly not me! ;)
today has been an odd day, just when i think i'm starting to be ok, i slip right back down and realise that i'm not. i still hurt. which is in reality why i need to go home. i started writing on thursday, during class. mostly poems, and it really helped. i wasn't letting things out, and i'm pretty sure that is part of the problem. oh well, i'll figure it out eventually.
i have a lot of stuff to do this week, which i am really stressing about, i have a bunch of papers to do, as well as a presentation to work on. i need to take my car in to be serviced, start focusing on finals, and everything else. it seems i don't have time for anything these days. which sucks. cause when i'm not doing work i feel guilty, but when i'm working i feel like i'm missing out. only two and a bit weeks left of school and then free from winter quarter. which will be very nice, this quarter has flown by, and it's been pretty crappy. so i'm looking forward to spring quarter. last spring quarter was a blast, and i'm going to make sure that this one(my last one at western) will be just as fantastic. (i need it to be!)
so last night i watched exorcist III, it was pretty scary, a lot more so than the first one. i came home and was freaking myself out, but somehow was able to go to sleep. around 6am melissa comes in my room, and asks if she can sleep with me, cause she was scaring herself thinking she was going to see the ghost again. so she climbed into bed with me. i was relieved, she picked a good night to be scared cause i was as well. however when i woke up this morning, i wasn't sure if she had actually slept in my bed, or if i had seen a ghost, but luckily she had, and i have yet to see a ghost. not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. i want to see one, but at the same time i'm pretty sure i'll be freaked out... guess i'll just wait and see if i see one before the end of the year!
and...i'm old! ;)
someone just said goodnight and i don't know who it was...that's a little frightening...they said "goodnight ladies" i don't think it was spence, i suppose it could have been justin or tyler, but still a little spooky. anywho...goodnight all...i love each and every one of you! (even if you don't believe me)
today has been an odd day, just when i think i'm starting to be ok, i slip right back down and realise that i'm not. i still hurt. which is in reality why i need to go home. i started writing on thursday, during class. mostly poems, and it really helped. i wasn't letting things out, and i'm pretty sure that is part of the problem. oh well, i'll figure it out eventually.
i have a lot of stuff to do this week, which i am really stressing about, i have a bunch of papers to do, as well as a presentation to work on. i need to take my car in to be serviced, start focusing on finals, and everything else. it seems i don't have time for anything these days. which sucks. cause when i'm not doing work i feel guilty, but when i'm working i feel like i'm missing out. only two and a bit weeks left of school and then free from winter quarter. which will be very nice, this quarter has flown by, and it's been pretty crappy. so i'm looking forward to spring quarter. last spring quarter was a blast, and i'm going to make sure that this one(my last one at western) will be just as fantastic. (i need it to be!)
so last night i watched exorcist III, it was pretty scary, a lot more so than the first one. i came home and was freaking myself out, but somehow was able to go to sleep. around 6am melissa comes in my room, and asks if she can sleep with me, cause she was scaring herself thinking she was going to see the ghost again. so she climbed into bed with me. i was relieved, she picked a good night to be scared cause i was as well. however when i woke up this morning, i wasn't sure if she had actually slept in my bed, or if i had seen a ghost, but luckily she had, and i have yet to see a ghost. not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. i want to see one, but at the same time i'm pretty sure i'll be freaked out... guess i'll just wait and see if i see one before the end of the year!
and...i'm old! ;)
someone just said goodnight and i don't know who it was...that's a little frightening...they said "goodnight ladies" i don't think it was spence, i suppose it could have been justin or tyler, but still a little spooky. anywho...goodnight all...i love each and every one of you! (even if you don't believe me)