I have been blessed. Most people only get one life, if they fuck it up, it's gone. I have had so many lvies and have squandered them or thrown them away. Still, I like to think I was just weeding through until i found the right one.

Put your playlist on random, adding "in my pants" to the end of each title of
the first 20 songs:

(I didn't have a playlist, so i put my whole music library into a playlist and hit shuffle!)

You want it back in my pants
Absolute Power in my pants
Charlie Brown in my pants
The Downward Spiral in my pants
Landing in my pants (hehehe)
Bullshit ( Read more... )

So my three day weekend is drawing to a close. It has been a strange but fun and relazing one. I got off work friday night and went to meet Genn for dinner. Then we went to Reading to drop her car off. Spent like 2-3 hours talking with Genn's mom and getting to know her and Genn's sisters, then wer headed back exhausted. Saturday we woke up along ( Read more... )

I dunno how to feel or how to think. Everthing around me is lies lies lies. What or who can I trust? It's not fucvking fair, I can't even express trhe hurt inside because my hurt hurts other people now...why does everything i want come at such a price. I can't tell the line between fact and fiction selling ut and being happy. I can't be sure of ( Read more... )

not sure how I feel right now. There's too much drama going around. Too many feuds and conflicts and "I don't want to see that persons" Frankly I don't want to deal with any of it. So don't feel offended if I don't appear much for the next couple weeks, or you don't hear from me. It's not eprsonal, I just can't deal with it right now

I'm a little worried. I am incredibly happy with Genn, but I sense Nykee feels a little uncomfortable still. I am very wrroeid about hurting her and my friendship in anyway. I know she is having ahrd times lately and she needs her friends possibly now more than ever. She is one of my best friends and I love her to death. I want to spend time still ( Read more... )

For some reason that question seems poignant. Perhpas it's because neither of us is totaly sure about the answer yet. The fact that we don't have the answer is more poignant really. I'd be worried if we thoguht we did. Things need not move all that fast, and such is dangerous. Now for all you inquiring minds out there that want to talk, but don't ( Read more... )

Where to begin. I am really not sure how much detail to share yet at this point. I'll put a good bit of it out on the line though. Genn and I are basically seeing eachother. She hasn't officialy broken it to Rich yet. I feel kind of abd honestly. I know a lot of people don't like him, but he doesn't seem like a bad guy at heart. I know Genn hasn't ( Read more... )

saw Bob do this, thoguht it was a nfity idea. So here are the first lines of the first posts in each month this year(kinda incomplete due to non-poistings some months):

February: I still recall the taste of my tears.

March:That's right, I'm pissed off.
May:I have been considering the formulas of fantasy epics, of tragedies, and those ( Read more... )