Dec 14, 2005 01:29
For some reason that question seems poignant. Perhpas it's because neither of us is totaly sure about the answer yet. The fact that we don't have the answer is more poignant really. I'd be worried if we thoguht we did. Things need not move all that fast, and such is dangerous. Now for all you inquiring minds out there that want to talk, but don't seem to want to voice your opinions within my hearing, here is MY two cents:
I know what a lot of you are probably thinking "Poor Dave, he's gonna go get himself attached to someone again, and get hurt". You don't know that, and neither do I. Genn makes me feel so indescribably different than I have ever felt before. I have more sef-confidence and positive energy than I know what to do with. I love you all for being so cocnerned and trying to 'take my side', but know this: right now taking my side is the same thing as taking Genn's side. Yes that may change at some point, but not yet. You people aren't even giving her a chance, and that's not fucking fair so knock it the fuck off. That's right I'm actually a bit pissed about this. Most of my life I had to deal with not being given a fair chance at just about anything, most of you I call friends have been throguh some of the same at l;east. So don't be a hypocrite.
To a certain yuong lady out there in particular I have a very strong message. Sara Shelman I am drawing the line in the sand: I am sick of your bullshit. When I got arrested everybody asked me about it but you, instead you just went off talking about it like you knew what was gonig on. You just spread baseless rumours and talked a lot of shit. I let it go. you talked more shit over minor issues here and there, I let it go. I just recently heard some of the near-insane lies you've been trying to spread about me(and either you must realsie how laughable they are, or you are the one in need of psychiatric help), I laughed a bit, was a little angry, but let it go yet again. Now I hear you are sticking your nose in my buisness yet again about Genn, and I am sure you are talking shit as usual and porobably spreading more lies. I am sick of it. Listen up bitch! Knock it off, this is your only fucking warning.If I hear any more of this shit, I will show everyone what you truly are, and if that doesn't make you stop I gaurantee you that you will fucking bewail the day you ever met me. I don't know who the fuck you think you are, but I am NOT taking shit from the likes of YOU! I tried being nice, I am done being nice. If you know me half as well as you should, you know what happens when somebody pushes me over that final line. I warn you not to test me.
*ahem*That being said, anyone who has anything to say or ask about these recent developments, please come talk to me or don't talk at all. Alot of you, I understand your concerns, I jsut ask that you give us a chance.