So I'm fully aware of what a bad friend, and person in general, I'm being right now...but I don't actually care. Maybe guilt will settle in eventually but right now I just know that what I'm doing is shaddy, rather than actually feeling it ( Read more... )

Things Jon has made me hate ( Read more... )

So far this summer I've managed to ( Read more... )

So, achievements of Saturday night ( Read more... )

I really should leave my phone in a locked box when I smoke. It's all fine and dandy when I call Marguelese to tell him he's my favorite, or one of the girls to tell them I love them. It is, however, NOT ok when I text Brian looking for anwsers. Not ok at all, really lame? Yes. Way girly? Certainly. Pathetic? Oh yes. But ok it is not. I swear that ( Read more... )

You know that feeling when someone breaks up with you and you're really hurt and kind of hate them, but you still hope they'll come back to you? Well I'm done with that ( Read more... )

C'mon is my new least favorite contraction. Not a fan of this dance we've been doing.

1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

I was just reading past entries and I realized something. Not only does Brian look like Craig from Degrassi, but they have a lot in common:
-Curly hair
-A tendancy to layer
-Play guitar
-Oh yeah, and they have EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS.
Damn it. It's fine, we're good but I'm totally scared that I'm going to mess him up even worse. I'm mean. REAL mean.

Yeah, so Sarah's in TeenVogue, not quite sure how I feel about that. I'm happy for her, we're not friends anymore but I know she must be really excited about it. Or she's pretending that she doesn't care and that it's no big deal, in that case she is in fact an huge douche. I think she's probably doing the later (latter, I don't know. Fuck.) which ( Read more... )