I should really disable text messaging
I really should leave my phone in a locked box when I smoke. It's all fine and dandy when I call Marguelese to tell him he's my favorite, or one of the girls to tell them I love them. It is, however, NOT ok when I text Brian looking for anwsers. Not ok at all, really lame? Yes. Way girly? Certainly. Pathetic? Oh yes. But ok it is not. I swear that I'm totes over it, sober I'm all good. But apparently when I get high, I feel the strong need to communicate with the person who treated me like shit. I believe gaytarded, while very un-p.c. is the perfect adjective for this phenomonan.