Criminal seems so ap-pro-po right now
So I'm fully aware of what a bad friend, and person in general, I'm being right now...but I don't actually care. Maybe guilt will settle in eventually but right now I just know that what I'm doing is shaddy, rather than actually feeling it.
I am currently:
-Vaguely cheating on the boy (although he said no commitment while at the same time being mad that there was another guy so I don't really know)
-DEFINETLY hurting Annie, but she's not so great about thinking about other people's feelings eaither coughfuckinglogancough
-Actually using the "what they don't know can't hurt them" policy
-Policing my text messages like a crazy person
I don't actually think that doing this is wrong but I know Annie would freak, seeing as she already did. I'm really unclear on what my sitch is with mike right now, because "resolving" things when I'm drunk was probs a bad idea. The whole Logan thing bothered the shit out of him but then he said he didn't want commitment so I guess I'm in the clear, but if he found out he might have another bitchfit.
So in conclusion...my life is about as confusing as this post right now but all I want to do is kiss Justin. FUUUUUCCCKKK
I am currently:
-Vaguely cheating on the boy (although he said no commitment while at the same time being mad that there was another guy so I don't really know)
-DEFINETLY hurting Annie, but she's not so great about thinking about other people's feelings eaither coughfuckinglogancough
-Actually using the "what they don't know can't hurt them" policy
-Policing my text messages like a crazy person
I don't actually think that doing this is wrong but I know Annie would freak, seeing as she already did. I'm really unclear on what my sitch is with mike right now, because "resolving" things when I'm drunk was probs a bad idea. The whole Logan thing bothered the shit out of him but then he said he didn't want commitment so I guess I'm in the clear, but if he found out he might have another bitchfit.
So in conclusion...my life is about as confusing as this post right now but all I want to do is kiss Justin. FUUUUUCCCKKK