Yeah about that last entry. I'm better now. We're undefined and I like it. He smells really good and looks like Craig from Degrassi. It's cute. Also weird. In any case, that's whats up with me.

I hate this. I have a crush; I'm over caffeinated and full of nicotine. I feel like I'm either never going to sleep again, pass out, or vomit. I don't do crushes, I quit that a long fucking time ago and I wasn't looking to fall off the wagon. I seriously feel like I'm strung out and on a boy I barely know. Everyone I know has the right to mock me ( Read more... )

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I bought clove cigarettes yesterday on a whim and man do they rock. I used to think cloves were to sweet but now they just remind me of syt and Seth Nelson. I guess it's kind of bizare that clove cigarettes are one of my "childhood" memories but...there you have it.

Nine days till "Show Boat" goes up and I still need a ton of props, nerves times ( Read more... )

1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Drove a car, started junior year, had a real job

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I try not to do that, they never keep.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope

4. Did anyone close to you die? no, it's been nice

5. What countries did you visit ( Read more... )

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

Created by -ambiguous and taken 37993 times on bzoink!
What comes to mind when you hear....snow?day..rain?RUINS hair and cigarettes..tornado?Virginia..summer love?haaaapens so fast..Jon?nice calves/first crush..Mike?the boy..Shea?'s..banana?hammoc..dizzy?work..Laura?small..Juan?in a ( Read more... )

Jesus I was reading through old conversations I had printed out from aol and....god I was a douche bag. All my bullshit with Seth, I was cringing while I read it, I repeatadly said how I don't take myself that seriously but just read further into the conversation, cause I was pretty fucking serious...seriously douchey. It was all so fucking stupid ( Read more... )

BAM

Zoe: COCKSUCKER...son of bitchin basterd that hurt so- BOOM, SMACK, LEGO CRASH

Alex: Fuck

Zoe calapses onto floor in a fit of pained and amused tears, and promptly busts open the crotch of her loves pajama pants

Zoe: shit, I'm like moses cause my bush it BLAZING

Alex turns on light, they discuss how cool they are, dad comes in.stoned and ( Read more... )

After a rousing game of truth with Alex I feel like some truthful reflection.

I've had this weird uneasy feeling lately and I think I've been missing summer theatre but trying not to think about it. It's just such an intense month of hanging out with a really specific group of people and getting really close to them then it's over and I feel like ( Read more... )

I just got home and this girl Stef, who I hang out with a little during school, im'd me. She proceeds to ask if I have any pot she can buy, this was really suprising because although I knew she was more open-minded  then the rest of that crowd I didn't think she did any "bad stuff". I was kind of heated though because she wasn't to nice about it, ( Read more... )