Nov 01, 2004 23:49
Jesus I was reading through old conversations I had printed out from aol and....god I was a douche bag. All my bullshit with Seth, I was cringing while I read it, I repeatadly said how I don't take myself that seriously but just read further into the conversation, cause I was pretty fucking serious...seriously douchey. It was all so fucking stupid, and pointless and uneventful in the end. Shit, I think this is what I talk about when I get giggly stoned, needing to rehash all that old crap. I don't know why I do that, perhaps I miss the drama that I was so prone to when I said I wanted none. Girls are fucking weird man.