Oct 02, 2005 18:45
I hate this. I have a crush; I'm over caffeinated and full of nicotine. I feel like I'm either never going to sleep again, pass out, or vomit. I don't do crushes, I quit that a long fucking time ago and I wasn't looking to fall off the wagon. I seriously feel like I'm strung out and on a boy I barely know. Everyone I know has the right to mock me now because I always say I'm not one of those girls. I am now momentarily one of THOSE girls. I giggled last night...GIGGLED! HATES IT.
All I want to do is talk about it, detail all the lame, vague flirtation or maybe run in circles. Now I'm also one of those girls who alludes to and complains about a boy in her livejournal without saying his name. Molly-motherfucking-martyr.