in my dream last night, jordan came home. and then i woke up and it took me a few minutes to rememeber that he was still gone and is going to be gone for a very long time. usually it's a relief when i wake up and realize that i really don't have aids or whatever other horrible thing i've been dreaming, but i wasn't relieved this time. but this ( Read more... )

so i've recently acquired a wireless router...so basically, i never have to get offline except for when i have to go to work. i could even take it with me to like the bathroom, but that just doesn't sound like a good idea. but the point is, i could do it if i wanted. so i figure that now i can stay up all night on astro.com or backseatkiss or ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I have updated this that everytime I went to do it, I just didn't. Basically, what is there to report? Well, I've gotten a super ultra responsibility key to the store. All that means is that now I can come in the back door instead of the front, because I don't ever close or open. I did once. I'm the emergency closer ( Read more... )

so it's officially summer. it's been officially summer for the past week actually. but it's so cold outside. gah. anyway, i started work again yesterday. i get like shit tons of hours now, and i got a raise. so i'm happy with that. also, i'm talking to kriz and tory online. very nice. i miss having people to talk to all the time, but then ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted. and i hate exam week... or as it happens to be in my case, exam weeks. as of right now, i'm finished with history (turned in the crappiest essay ever written), and i'm finished with french (took the longest, most depleting essay exam ever). so i talked to my mom on the phone this afternoon. she advised me to take it easy today, ( Read more... )

ok, that's an overstatement. i just really hate writing papers. i don't even hate the papers, because i generally feel pretty accomplished after writing one. i just hate the writing process. i'm like 25% through with my paper for tomorrow. what i hate is that it's so dry. it's like fact fact fact, because it's not persuasive. i started out ( Read more... )

so there are precious few days left in the semester. i should be using these days to squeeze the last bit of fun out of this town, but i've been using these days to get as much sleep as possible. i mean lots of sleep. after all, i'm so much more pleasant when i'm sleeping...or atleast drowsy ( Read more... )

so facebook has a new feature where you can enter your status so your friends will know that you're "at home" or "in the library." also, you can now use facebook with your cellphone... it was when i was activating my cellular facebook that i realized that i'm completely creeped out by facebook. ahhhh. i need a facebook break! but who am i ( Read more... )

so last night, i went to this completely random birthday party at an apartment with a bunch of boys.
the birthday girl was completely awesome, even though i had never met her before.
anyway...long story short, i got drunk and watched a male stripper.
totally awesome.
but now i have to write a paper.
fuck papers.

"...and that's a direct quote ( Read more... )