Purge

[edgeofshadow]

The title is partially related to the necessary and cathartic process of dumping all of my negativity in order to make way for calm and balance. The title is also partially related to new complications with my disordered eating

Comments

[ealexsism]

All I can say is that it sounds like you are in a low point & I think time is the only cure... really, I think you need time & need to try to take as good care of yourself until you get better. It's hard...

A/b the binge-purge thing, I'm the same way. I will go through periods where i b/p, only a lot of the time it isn't even a binge but I'll feel like I need to purge. & with my boyfriend too... there was a period in May where every dinner he bought out for me I purged right after & I swore he had to have an idea but he never said anything. Even that can make a girl feel lonely. Almost like I wanted to be caught just to feel involved?

Anyway, I hope you feel better...