My Lj posts are so random and spread out, it's really silly that I still have it. But I'll continue randomly posting once a year. I like that I can come back to it any time. Hi everyone.

I can't stop thinking about guys. The guy I can't have (Mike), the guy that just wants to fool around (Shane), and the guy who wants to date me (Brian). I'm totally into Mike and I wish that things could have worked out with him, but he's still hung up on his ex who doesn't really seem to be an ex at times. He's so much fun and energetic and cute ( Read more... )

Ugh. So Last week I had an accident. I slipped on the ice and landed on my shoulder. I ended up going to the ER because the pain was becoming intense. My x-rays didn't show anything so they gave me some pain meds and sent me on my way. So I took a couple days off from work to heal but then I had an allergic reaction to the pain medication. I ended ( Read more... )

So tonight I hung out with the cute boy from my post the other day. I don't know if it can be called a date so I'll try not to worry too much about it. I went over to his place to watch a movie and have some pizza. We watched Victor/Victoria which was a lot of fun. My stomach was acting up so that was a little embarrassing but I tried to not let it ( Read more... )

It seemed to come out of nowhere. I was watching the season finale for a show and near the end two characters were facing death in two different places but while communicating with each other. The man was unaware that the woman was shot and dying, but trying to help him. The woman only thought to help him and calm him down. The man was so upset at ( Read more... )

I wonder how many times I've forgotten about my LJ just to rediscover it all over again. Well, recently things have been interesting enough in my life that I feel like I need to start jotting some of it down just to get it out of my brain. The first thing I just need to put out there is that a week ago today my half-sister Lourdes was murdered by ( Read more... )

I've been so neglectful. Lj has been here for me but I have not reciprocated. Oh well. I'll get over it, I suggest you do the same. I think it just proves how unreliable I really am. Which makes me wonder if I'm ready to go back to school. I keep on thinking I'm ready. I keep telling myself I am. That I hate how unsatisfying my life is. ( Read more... )

So the idea is that I'll read 50 books in a year. I keep meaning to do this and then never keep track. But I just finished my first book of the year, which I think is kinda sad. I normally have a better groove about reading, but I've been in a slump. I started off great with the book, but then just stopped. But now that I have book one out of ( Read more... )

So I had a pretty fun New Year's Eve. I reconnected with an old friend and drank alot. Also got a midnight kiss from a good looking bartender. So all in all, good times. I'm not sure I want to make resolutions but I definitely have goals this year. I didn't plan to start on the new year but whatever works. I hope to update on my progress. ( Read more... )

I don't feel very good about myself at the moment. I want to make better decisions, but I'm slumping into depression which leads to poor choices. Maybe I'll start being happy about something so I can finally start that meme that I was tagged with. Let's call that another goal.