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I can't stop thinking about guys. The guy I can't have (Mike), the guy that just wants to fool around (Shane), and the guy who wants to date me (Brian). I'm totally into Mike and I wish that things could have worked out with him, but he's still hung up on his ex who doesn't really seem to be an ex at times. He's so much fun and energetic and cute and I love the way I feel around him. And after that ship sailed I met Shane and he is sexy, smart, fun, and physically we click, but he has no interest in dating. So then that brings Brian back into the picture. Back because we had a fling once and since I've been so lonely we kinda found each other again. And now we're going on a date next week. He's cute and nice but I can't help but feel like I'm leading him on. I don't have the same feelings for him that I have for the other two guys.
I wish I wasn't so preoccupied with guy trouble lately because I have so much going on in my life. I have school, work, and getting my life to a place where I can be happy. I've been pretty good about making changes for the better, but there is still so much room for improvement. And stability. I have to get my workout schedule, sleep schedule, and everything to a normal, regular place. And on that note, time to go to bed.
I wish I wasn't so preoccupied with guy trouble lately because I have so much going on in my life. I have school, work, and getting my life to a place where I can be happy. I've been pretty good about making changes for the better, but there is still so much room for improvement. And stability. I have to get my workout schedule, sleep schedule, and everything to a normal, regular place. And on that note, time to go to bed.