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So tonight I hung out with the cute boy from my post the other day. I don't know if it can be called a date so I'll try not to worry too much about it. I went over to his place to watch a movie and have some pizza. We watched Victor/Victoria which was a lot of fun. My stomach was acting up so that was a little embarrassing but I tried to not let it interfere with the night. Tonight I decided to initiate some physical contact which led to more cuddling, hand-holding, caressing. After the movie was over we cuddled a little bit longer watching some clips of Frank Sinatra and chatting about music. Since he has a final in the morning and is leaving for home after said final, I took my leave with a hug and a kiss goodnight. I like this guy a lot if you couldn't already tell. But that bit of uncertainty keeps creeping in. Will he end up back with his boyfriend, will anything come of us, will he decide he doesn't want to be in a relationship. He's going to be gone for almost a month and that is going to be difficult. I hope I can keep myself distracted long enough to not be too lonely while he's gone.