Sigh...Things are so weird sometimes. I am dreading talking to my mom right now. Amanda informed me that when she and mom come to visit when the baby is born, Assface is also coming. How to I make it clear that I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HIM under any circumstances, without causing major issues? Not to mention even if I clearly state my hatred of the ( Read more... )

I am tired of feeling like i need to throw up all the time. I feel like food is a necessary evil...I have to eat, but when i do i feel like i will be sick. I have to concentrate on my breathing and hope to hell that the food will remain in the stomach. Of course the prescription the doc gave me is helping a bit, but i still feel yucky all the ( Read more... )

Okay...So today I get to meet Aaron's best friend from highschool...who just got out of jail. (which to me, really doesn't matter) That should be interesting ( Read more... )

Okay...so the past week has been entertaining..and a bit more stressful than the past month ( Read more... )

Okay...So after 2 months of physical therapy, mostly I am better....but, that lump in my neck is still there...still bothering me...sometimes it's nerves...that crawling feeling under the skin...sometimes headaches radiating from that area, and of course the tired sore neck muscle. So, I went in for a follow up with the doc. that reffered me to PT ( Read more... )

Okay, so everytime I get on this site i have to log in...then if i hit back for any reason it makes me re-log in...and then when i click on update journal, it makes me type in my username and password, yet again. It used to be that if i closed out livejournal without signing off, I'd stay logged in, now I can't even switch pages without being ( Read more... )

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These are as close to my exact thoughts last night as I can get, after going to bed around 2:30am ( Read more... )

Well, I know that most of my entries here, and on my myspace account have been more than slightly negative the past few weeks...Hopefully that will change soon. There is talk about going back to Oregon. I am keeping my fingers and toes mentally crossed. Nothing is ever guaranteed, and I understand that. But I am hoping against all hope that ( Read more... )

Nothing like a near disaster to lighten the mood...Yes, Off and On today, starting with the fucked up dream, I've felt pretty depressed. but i have things to do so after dinner I'm trying to stay in a good mood.... so I was working on the dreamcatcher I'm selling to Howard, the circuit city perv (from oregon) and I am tired of working with it, but ( Read more... )