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Okay...So today I get to meet Aaron's best friend from highschool...who just got out of jail. (which to me, really doesn't matter) That should be interesting.
Also, hopefully a check will come in the mail either today or tomorrow, so that I can pick up my glasses if they are ready. (they should be there by the 9th)
lately I've been a little annoyed. Aaron has been staying up until 3,4, or sometimes even 5am lately. I am usually in bed at 1am by the very latest. I have told him that it kind of bugs me that he does that. I don't mind that he is talking to friends (even if they are girls he met online) or that he is watching TV (steve got cable about a week ago). But I am tired of going to bed alone all the time. One day he was joking around and mentioned something about our sex life...how I always am tired or have a headache. I wanted to smack him. Maybe he'd be getting some if he was actually in bed when I was. I've hinted, and even flat out told him how I feel...for the past few days...and yet it has made absolutely no difference. He either laughs it off...or has some excuse. Last night he was talking to Warren, which is fine with me, because he doesn't get many opportunities to do so, but he didn't get to bed until almost 5am. And I guess what annoys me the most, is a lot of the time, I say i'm going to bed, and he tells me he'll be in, in a few minutes...a few minutes almost always turns into a few (or more than a few) hours. I usually leave the light on for him, so he doesn't wake me up trying to get to bed...
I'm just ranting though. Yes, it bothers me, but really it isn't as big of a deal as I'm making it. I just feel like things are kind of distant right now...and that scares me sometimes.
Well...I had better get going. I need breakfast and a shower...
Also, hopefully a check will come in the mail either today or tomorrow, so that I can pick up my glasses if they are ready. (they should be there by the 9th)
lately I've been a little annoyed. Aaron has been staying up until 3,4, or sometimes even 5am lately. I am usually in bed at 1am by the very latest. I have told him that it kind of bugs me that he does that. I don't mind that he is talking to friends (even if they are girls he met online) or that he is watching TV (steve got cable about a week ago). But I am tired of going to bed alone all the time. One day he was joking around and mentioned something about our sex life...how I always am tired or have a headache. I wanted to smack him. Maybe he'd be getting some if he was actually in bed when I was. I've hinted, and even flat out told him how I feel...for the past few days...and yet it has made absolutely no difference. He either laughs it off...or has some excuse. Last night he was talking to Warren, which is fine with me, because he doesn't get many opportunities to do so, but he didn't get to bed until almost 5am. And I guess what annoys me the most, is a lot of the time, I say i'm going to bed, and he tells me he'll be in, in a few minutes...a few minutes almost always turns into a few (or more than a few) hours. I usually leave the light on for him, so he doesn't wake me up trying to get to bed...
I'm just ranting though. Yes, it bothers me, but really it isn't as big of a deal as I'm making it. I just feel like things are kind of distant right now...and that scares me sometimes.
Well...I had better get going. I need breakfast and a shower...