Well I got in touch with Ashley for a few minutes. About three or four. Apparently everyone else in the house was asleep so she could talk, but I heard someone wake up and a bit of questioning, so I had to let her go rather quickly. All I really learned is that no, she is not okay [she's alive though, and unharmed which I count as a plus], that she ( Read more... )

I was thinking...what if it's something I've done that's gotten her in trouble? What if, by some cruel twist of fate, her brother has somehow found out that she and I are in a relationship and told her parents. What if that's the reason they took everything? What if I'm the cause of it all, and she finds out, and hates me for it? What if this ( Read more... )

It was such a lovely weekend. Ashley and I spent Friday together...and all day Saturday...30 hours of nothing but together-time. We we went to work, came home, watched "Gothika", snuggled, and fell asleep. We went to the mall and she bought both of us beautiful, super-spiffy boots, and we joked about spoiling one another. We came home and walked to ( Read more... )

Today has alternated between being nice and being bad. Bad because I got a 60-fucking-minute detention for having food outside of the cafeteria, and it has to be made up by Monday afternoon or I have Saturday. Which I am unable to attend under all circumstances. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. The day became lovely when Ashley and I walked to Wal-Mart [quote ( Read more... )

Got called into work. Worked later then normal too. Just got home a bit ago, and am now comfy seated here in my freshly cleaned goodness. Can't say the day was terribly interesting. Soothed my own paranoia, because for the longest time I've worried that Ashley isn't happy with me, and I wouldn't want her to not be happy. I mean, I'm happy [believe ( Read more... )

Ah, the day was a thing of beauty and wonders. A piece of happiness in an otherwise dismal world, shining through the darkness and...yeah, well, I'm not in a poetic mood. Suffice to say it was a lovely afternoon. I got quality time with my Ashley, and that will have me in a happy, happy mood for quite a while yet. We had to ride the bus to my house ( Read more... )

I have been over come by a feeling of dazed confusion. I think, as Ashley once put it, I have been possessed by the Demon of Retardation. I shouldn't complain though, as these tend to be my best moods for thinking and contemplation. At the current time I'm just sitting and watching "Pumpkin Head II: Blood Wings". While I'll admit to thinking ( Read more... )

God...I puked six or seven times last night at work >< It was terrible. We [Ashley and I] decided it was either food poisioning or my body rejecting food again. I could have left, but I didn't. Got the worst around the end of my shift, I nearly vomited on a customer, and barely made it to the bathroom on time. Be damned if I didnt get puke all over ( Read more... )

Mmmm...a hot bath cures all. Seriously. I feel much more invigorated and alive now. So, not much has really happened in the past few days. I started my new job, and, while it's not the most enjoyable thing [please, tell me who loves their job?] it is a source of income. Which is much needed. Plus Indigo is there [when we work the same times] and ( Read more... )

Advice of the day:: Assume nothing ( Read more... )