hey..my life is so cool, it's awesome! i mean shopping everyday, living in a rich neighborhood, tons of friends, no one ever talks bad about me, i love my life so much!!!!!! ..no that was a complete waste of time bc it's not! haahahahaha funny tho. oh well whatever. no one updates anymore and it's getting boring! so yeah. i'm so bored. The Real ( Read more... )

wow. today was..not that nice. i went to the swim meet. had loads of fun until i saw.. Joe. gross! and then i had tons of fun talking to Matt Bateh and watching ppl swim. saw alot of ppl i haven't seen in a while. then, ppl got rude. and i have never ever been disrespected in my life, as i did today. and people can be so rude sometimes. i just ( Read more... )

i am stupid. my life officially sucks. not even yellowcard will help.

so what makes you play this game
with results always the same
and nothing but bad reputations to gain
it speaks to me like all is fine
and i could cry
from all the bends and breaks that i
took this time
when happieness is based on lies
its so hard its too hard to tell the truth

i'm officially heartbroken. i am so stupid..i am so stupid. stupid stupid ( Read more... )

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people are so..weird these days! i mean people are telling me things i want to hear, but don't! i mean AH! i'm like so..confused!! i went shopping yesterday! i haven't been to the mall in like a week. Jin is coming! well last night i went on www.abercrombie.com and they have new models on there. last year, beach volleyball was in now tennis is. ( Read more... )

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this is what i did ALL day.

morning-i got woken up by Matt Tablante. it's ok bc we talked late and he called to see if i could go to the movies, but i couldn't. i'm sorry. then kayla called so we 3wayed and we talked for like an hour. sorry it's so confusing Matt, lol we taught brian..oh god, do u see where this is going?!
afternoon-i got online and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so confusing..nothings right. and the closest thing to "right" is that i might be able to go surfing with some friends this week. but it doesn't make everything "right". i would never let a guy come between friends, and sometimes i just hoped that me and Gina were still friends. we might be, but nothing will be the same. i am happy ( Read more... )

i can't take it anymore. i was talking to Brandon and he's like "how much do u like Neil? i mean he can say he's at a softball tournament when he can be out meeting gurls. i mean is it really worth it?" or something like that and the thing is, i DON'T know if he's out meeting girls or not, and if he is, that would hurt, but he also denies ( Read more... )