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wow. today was..not that nice. i went to the swim meet. had loads of fun until i saw.. Joe. gross! and then i had tons of fun talking to Matt Bateh and watching ppl swim. saw alot of ppl i haven't seen in a while. then, ppl got rude. and i have never ever been disrespected in my life, as i did today. and people can be so rude sometimes. i just wanted to kick someones ass, but i didn't u know why? bc i didn't want to be rude bc of Neil. for some reason, after all that bullshit, i still like him. and i know it sounds crazy but they are the rudest people i have EVER seen/ met and omg. people say i hate that Chinese gurl..i mean i have a name. and it's not nice being racist considering i can't change who i am, nor do i want to. if u don't like me then don't talk to me, if u don't like me bc i'm chinese u have another thing coming to u. lol i was thinking..it's so funny how the asian's started racing and guess who carried their ass over and did the same? oh the Americans? oh yes, and who are the people who make stuff that u wear? oh the Chinese ppl? Check ur tabs they probably say made in china so really it's your bad. and no one knows how it feels until it happens to u, and it's true. and u know what i'm not gonna go be racist to white ppl bc i'm not a rude motherfucker who doesn't noe how to shut their goddamn mouths. and if u don't then i'll teach u. and this may sound mean but all my life i have been disrespected. ALL MY LIFE for either being Rich, Chinese, or a Prep. and u know what? i like to shop and i can shop and i'm asian and proud of it. stick it up ur fucking ass if u can't take it! i know everone really dislikes neil right now..so do i! and i really want to forget him..lol Tyler Coatrider is sooooooo CUTE, but there is no way i will ever talk to him. and as for Neil..gosh..how can i ever like someone like him. he aint invited to the car show so OOOOOO Neil wanna mess with me? then talk to me! bc blocking doesn't work..alot of people should know that by now. i'm on the phone with Matt, Brian, and Ashley. buhbye!
thanks for the smile Stephen! Kayla really needed it! [not Matzen]
Matt B ur awesome..unlike some people i know.