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Vampires, boys, and bad advice
When I focus on me great things come, when I focus on him nothing comes. So just focus on me right? I'm happy that I'm doing better, I am grateful that I've been given the opportunity to heal and grow. I know that my heart is still bruised but soon the bruising will heal and I'll be whole again. I want to say that I know I'll be happier without him ( Read more... ) -
Letters to all
Dear Universe,
I just wanted to say thank you for all that you are doing for me. For helping me see that I am strong and whole. For allowing me this chance to love myself and learn who I am. I am grateful for my family and friends. For the education I've been given and will continue to learn. Both in acaemia and in life and in love. I know that I am ( Read more... ) -
What do you see, who do you see
What do you see when you look at me ( Read more... ) -
Where roads lead us
I was just skimming facebook and saw that most of the people that I knew from my childhood, who went to my middle school all went to Ivy League schools, or in the very least prestiges ones. It had me thinking, how bad the pressure on them must have been. Growing up in that environment, well it's a lot like Gossip Girl. You have to look right, talk ( Read more... ) -
Rainy day ephinay
Apparently the amount of work that I'm putting in is not enough. Nor is my study method. I have to try something different, and study smarter, or else I just may as well quit school and sign up for a life of dead end jobs. I know that it is partly my fault for why my grades are. but G-d Damn't!! I hate this. It was unnerving just how accurate he ( Read more... ) -
Blog before the tests
Yeahness! I feel more comfortable with the information on my upcoming tests then I did for the last ones. I have gone to see my proffessor 4 times, yes 4TIMES for this upcoming exam. And he gets my learning style *big thumbs up*. I'm still anxious about them because they are on my two most difficult subjects. But! At least my proff's know that I'm ( Read more... ) -
Turn back time
So I am without a doubt an IDIOT! Without realizing it I took advantage of my my best friend, fucked up something with Keagan, aka i told him that I'm starting to like him. Then like an IDIOT I talked about this with...his ex. Whom by the way is head over heals in love with another man. But Keagan is like her best friend, so of course she is going ( Read more... ) -
It's good that he's back
It's so good to know that someone has your back. Someone who you can trust and trusts you. I had missed that in Tristan. When he and manda started going out, I was afraid to continue talking to him. She gets jealous and I didn't want the same thing to happen that happened with Josh. So I finally got to a root of my problem here. I feel as though if ( Read more... )
