I'm done.

I am embracing the idea that I don't need to lose weight, I am beautiful, and I trust my body to tell me what it wants and when it's full...

I don't need to lose weight, I just need to work on being awesome.

karen

ps i know i haven't been commenting... sorry. i am exhausted.

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I am certainly growing as a psychiatrist... when will I get to grow as a person? I want the rest of my life to grow as much as my professional life.

Going out with an aquaintance named Hiba on Sat. She is from Iran. I heart her, and hope we get to be better friends. She and her husband are both here to train for medicine...

K

I hate my life.

no, that's not true.

I hate some of my current circumstances. they are driving me nuts. arrgh.

fuck.

i don't want to go to work tomorrow.

Yay! I joined a kickball league! :)

I do not function or think well when I have been awake for almost two days. I went out with a friend for lunch today and I could barely carry on a conversation. Plus it was a rough call night. I cried in front of my attending (he was nice) and I may to lose my first patient. Instead of having a heart attack, he's had a leg attack. As in not ( Read more... )

Actually feeling happy. I laughed out loud several times today. This is good. And anorgasmia doesn't seem to be a problem anymore as far as the duloxetine (cymbalta) is concerned. It's on my formulary even. I upped my Wellbutrin back to 300mg a day rather than trying to taper it off. Wellbutrin is often added to antidepressents with the ( Read more... )

I really need to find a psychiatrist in town. My sleep schedule is all fucked up. I was in SUCH a bad mood yesterday morning. I'm definitely depressed, overwhelmed, and frustrated. I think it has a lot to do with the holidays and years of moving. Everyone I work with is asking for time off so they can be with family or friends and I am working ( Read more... )

But, I think the bottle of wine I drank yesterday left me so dehydrated I lost a lb. :P

We will see tomorrow.

b: amy's black bean burrito with scrambled egg on top 400
s: apple, small 50
l: bread, butter, stuffed pepper 1/3 chocolate caramel mousse 800-1200?????? no clue
d: spaghetti and veggies 450

no clue...

b: one pc toast with pb and honey 200
s: apple 50
l: burrito and yogurt 400
s: twizzler 35
d: grilled portobella sandwich with provolone 275
wine 2/3 bottle 400
m&ms 100

1500ish