Comments | dragonteeth: I'm officially booking Dr's appts.

dragonteeth

I'm officially booking Dr's appts.

Nov 28, 2006 04:50

I really need to find a psychiatrist in town. My sleep schedule is all fucked up. I was in SUCH a bad mood yesterday morning. I'm definitely depressed, overwhelmed, and frustrated. I think it has a lot to do with the holidays and years of moving. Everyone I work with is asking for time off so they can be with family or friends and I am working ( Read more... )

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blindness November 28 2006, 15:08:24 UTC

I almost choked on my coffee when I read this post. You and I are going through so much of the same stuff right now, Karen. I feel so much of what you wrote, like exactly. I think you are right in that you have been working so hard in school and now on your job that friendships and boyfriends have taken a back seat, even though you were building relationships and working on that, it still wasn't your priority (same as me). The pain of breakup is a lot to deal with, too, so you may not be quite into close relationships yet? Like, it may affect you without you realizing it, for example, you may not trust your instincts the same way and may be a bit less open to bonding. That's what I think is going on with me sometimes, and I think what you are doing right now is exactly the right thing. You are questioning your life, looking for answers, improving your health and body, looking toward your family and stable relationships. I know it sucks to work and be alone on the holidays but you do have people around you, they're just not ( ... )

dragonteeth November 29 2006, 02:32:24 UTC

((((HUGS))))!!!!!!!!

Longer reply later, but it's great to hear from you as usual. :) Feeling a bit better....

cinnamona666 November 28 2006, 18:24:59 UTC

=( you could call me, but ive been getting the idea that youve lost interest. =(. im not very stable at the moment, but i always care.

im glad youre seeing a psych doc. ive gotten myself back in full treatment mode.

dragonteeth November 29 2006, 02:31:41 UTC

Hey hun!!!! I for sure haven't lost interest. I have such fondness for you but it's more in a big sister kind of way. I don't live the kind of lifestyle anymore that you have with your friends, but I totally remember being in college, partying, and having fun. All well being bulimic and depressed, but hey life is a conundrum. So sometimes the pressure of hanging out with you in your life is a bit much. BUt I really enjoy our phone conversations and hearing about your life on line. I'm just busy and avoidant. I've worked a bunch of 12 hour days lately and I was on busy overnight calls twice last week... When does Christmas brake start for you? We should have tea or something!