Having one of those moments where I'm terrified of what the future may bring. Not in a bad way per se, because I'm already familiar with all of the bad things. I know how to deal with all of that. I'm terrified of just how good things can be, and what those good things require. How many bad behaviors do I have to unlearn? How many things from my ( Read more... )

Three things - finish what you've started, get control of your finances, spend more time with Nadine.

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Specific behaviors to cultivate -
* do something productive before getting on the internet.
* track monthly expenses and budget.
* no credit purchases!
* less alcohol on work nights.
* do something creative 1 hour every day.

Lighting the path ahead of me, eclipsing all that is trivial and insufficient. Too early to see where this leads, but I am hopeful.

Have had very little downtime these past 6 months or so, and I can't tell if the uptick in activity means that I'm getting more accomplished or just keeping myself busy to avoid dealing with other things. Most likely a little of both. Travelled pretty much constantly for about 3 months, and looking forward to calming down. Still need to get to ( Read more... )

Relevant to several conversations I have had in the past two weeks or so, including a lengthy one with Anna regarding the ins and outs of being alone and how I (and we) handle it. And also to a certain gift that was given to me several months ago and the intentions behind it. I trust those intentions a tiny little bit more every day. Wednesday huh ( Read more... )

Taurus & Taurus Rising ( Read more... )

Consequences. Results. Outcomes ( Read more... )

•Honesty. With myself about my true desires, what I am or am not capable of, what is enough and what is too much. And when relevant, communicate these things with others at the earliest possible opportunity ( Read more... )

Taurus ( Read more... )

new jewelry ideas/projects happening right now ( Read more... )