pausing for a moment to reflect and account for things...
Have had very little downtime these past 6 months or so, and I can't tell if the uptick in activity means that I'm getting more accomplished or just keeping myself busy to avoid dealing with other things. Most likely a little of both. Travelled pretty much constantly for about 3 months, and looking forward to calming down. Still need to get to Chicago though...
Have made significant progress on the music front this year. 2 Fluxion releases are happening, and played a bunch of awesome shows. Starting to feel like we are finding our audience and that they are actually paying attention. Did a short and sweet west coast Metria tour, and found my footing for a bunch of new music on that front.
Funny how things that seemed to matter only a few months ago aren't really even on the radar anymore. A lesson in accepting things as they are maybe.
Have been trying hard not to hold on to the maladroit experiences in my life (and there have been a lot of them in the past year or so), or at least process them for wisdom and move on. Some days I am better at this than others.
Refocusing for the next few months, scaling things back a bit in order to have more output. Things to work on for the rest of this year - finish both studio rebuilds, sell all excess gear. Find a partner, or someone with partnership potential. Revise work/career goals, and get myself into a position to make more money. Get some house projects off the list and build a stronger home life.
Taurus & Taurus Rising
I trust that I will find my way towards a more liberated work-life. One where I feel encouraged to express myself honestly while getting paid handsomely. One where I am able to create healthy habits that help my creativity and feelings of well-being.
I trust that the changes that are happening in my work-life will help me wake up to my own needs. May this new moon awaken me to how easy it is to belittle them. May this new moon help me to commit to listening to them. May this new moon help me to investigate the kind of environment that I thrive in. Day to day. Project to project. Taking initiative the more I feel able to do so.
I trust that I’ll need a little extra support in this disruptive process. I remember the routines that keep me running on time. The routines that keep me feeling alive. The routines that keep me remembering that everything is alright, and all the more easy to work with when I stay in the moment.
Thursday’s new moon reminds me to set myself up for the success that I want to experience. I remind myself that I am learning a lot about partnerships right now. Partnering professionally and partnering romantically. All of this is bound to have me in my feelings. It is bound to have me feeling upside down. It is bound to walk me around more than a couple of my issues. So I keep myself company on these journeys. I remind myself that I am connected to a deep and wise intuitive intelligence. One that guides me through the difficult decisions, matters of the heart, and my daily dealings.
Have made significant progress on the music front this year. 2 Fluxion releases are happening, and played a bunch of awesome shows. Starting to feel like we are finding our audience and that they are actually paying attention. Did a short and sweet west coast Metria tour, and found my footing for a bunch of new music on that front.
Funny how things that seemed to matter only a few months ago aren't really even on the radar anymore. A lesson in accepting things as they are maybe.
Have been trying hard not to hold on to the maladroit experiences in my life (and there have been a lot of them in the past year or so), or at least process them for wisdom and move on. Some days I am better at this than others.
Refocusing for the next few months, scaling things back a bit in order to have more output. Things to work on for the rest of this year - finish both studio rebuilds, sell all excess gear. Find a partner, or someone with partnership potential. Revise work/career goals, and get myself into a position to make more money. Get some house projects off the list and build a stronger home life.
Taurus & Taurus Rising
I trust that I will find my way towards a more liberated work-life. One where I feel encouraged to express myself honestly while getting paid handsomely. One where I am able to create healthy habits that help my creativity and feelings of well-being.
I trust that the changes that are happening in my work-life will help me wake up to my own needs. May this new moon awaken me to how easy it is to belittle them. May this new moon help me to commit to listening to them. May this new moon help me to investigate the kind of environment that I thrive in. Day to day. Project to project. Taking initiative the more I feel able to do so.
I trust that I’ll need a little extra support in this disruptive process. I remember the routines that keep me running on time. The routines that keep me feeling alive. The routines that keep me remembering that everything is alright, and all the more easy to work with when I stay in the moment.
Thursday’s new moon reminds me to set myself up for the success that I want to experience. I remind myself that I am learning a lot about partnerships right now. Partnering professionally and partnering romantically. All of this is bound to have me in my feelings. It is bound to have me feeling upside down. It is bound to walk me around more than a couple of my issues. So I keep myself company on these journeys. I remind myself that I am connected to a deep and wise intuitive intelligence. One that guides me through the difficult decisions, matters of the heart, and my daily dealings.