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Today, i found out two things
1. I spooked the hell out of my junior
So he said he literally afraid of me. Like, scared. All i did is telling him what exactly i expected from gastro consult. And he is scared.
2. BPD makes me suffer
It's like your brain is trying to calm you down, to reason with hungs but your emotion overrides it. And that's when you feel like a failure the most ( Read more... ) -
The perks of being alone is that you can protect yourself from any negative feeling
Jealousy, Anger, Dissapointment.
Any negative feelings that can ruin your whole day. Just like today.
When you sacrifice so much but people wont give as much as i do.
I never learn tho'
And this journal is basically all that. All my anger, dissapointment and sadness
Maybe because i trust people too much
And maybe because my depakote pills are ( Read more... ) -
Is this still working?
I've had this journal for over 10 years. wow ( Read more... ) -
Education for adults
It's sucks, it still hurts a lot ( Read more... ) -
Cardiology
I love Cardio, i mean, A LOT.
If it was a man, i'd marry him. -
Where is humanity?
One day, during a lecture, my professor told me that he has just had a meeting from foreign pharmaceutical company, developing new regiment of Malaria drugs. They intended to do clinical trial in population with high prevalence of malaria somewhere in Papua. They specialized to this new drug that it can impede the recurrence of malaria caused by ( Read more... ) -
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Since i'm going back to school, and i don't take shifts as many as i did before, my dad's getting worried he lent me his credit card.
with a note:
Use it wisely.
LOL
you're still the best, dad. -
So far, residency sucks.
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Mom takes apology to the next level
My mom always feels that she needs to make amends everytime she did something that clearly upset me. it's not necessary though, i never asked for anything beside a few hours (or days) in soltitude. But she won't stop nagging and (forced) me to take her "token" of apology ( Read more... ) -
Kids are fun, so they said
Around 7 this morning, while waiting for my overnight shift to over, i had a 6 years old came to the ER. His mom said that his son has fever and sorethroat. He wasn't consistenly in high fever, sometime he cools down and at some time during the day, he will has higher temperature. Anyway, that was not the thing that cause his mommy brought him to ( Read more... )