The perks of being alone is that you can protect yourself from any negative feeling
Jealousy, Anger, Dissapointment.
Any negative feelings that can ruin your whole day. Just like today.
When you sacrifice so much but people wont give as much as i do.
I never learn tho'
And this journal is basically all that. All my anger, dissapointment and sadness
Maybe because i trust people too much
And maybe because my depakote pills are nowhere to be found and i skipped couple of days
But i feel better, after a plate of blackpepper seafood later. Baking and cooking (specially baking) is always be a good relief.
Once you had your meal made by yourself, you feel content.
And when you did something good to people you feel good about yourself, and stop right there.
Feel good, cherish it and stop. dont expect, dont hace any hopes, just dont think anything you want the other person do to you in return
You did something good and that's it.
You boost your self confident, and that's it. cherish your moment.
I should go back to my thesis.
Any negative feelings that can ruin your whole day. Just like today.
When you sacrifice so much but people wont give as much as i do.
I never learn tho'
And this journal is basically all that. All my anger, dissapointment and sadness
Maybe because i trust people too much
And maybe because my depakote pills are nowhere to be found and i skipped couple of days
But i feel better, after a plate of blackpepper seafood later. Baking and cooking (specially baking) is always be a good relief.
Once you had your meal made by yourself, you feel content.
And when you did something good to people you feel good about yourself, and stop right there.
Feel good, cherish it and stop. dont expect, dont hace any hopes, just dont think anything you want the other person do to you in return
You did something good and that's it.
You boost your self confident, and that's it. cherish your moment.
I should go back to my thesis.