the medical system in this country is FUCKED. i don't understand why only certain people deserve ANY sort of medical care. it's bullshit. my wisdom tooth has not fallen clean out of my skull. up and left roots still wondering if they have a purpose.. besides bleeding into my mouth when i do just about anything. i can't afford to even think about ( Read more... )

i'm still alive ( Read more... )

lately she don't care ( Read more... )

tommy. if you read this, i miss you. i haven't been around i don't know why.. it just doesn't seem right. i feel like when you see me it makes you sad and i can't stand to see the sadness in your eyes. i feel like one day this will all be behind us and we'll be able to chill again like normal. i think about you every day. i wonder what you're doing ( Read more... )

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
life doesn't go this well for very long. at least it never has before.

i'm going to just freewrite in this time that everything seems so right it is all about to come to an end and beautiful collapse and beautiful oocurence ( Read more... )

.......

and we only have today. then is gone and the future is now. i pulled down an ice dagger and marveled at it. i tried to keep it warm but it melted in my hand...

he bit into my apple, exposing my heart shaped core.

we’ve made an enemy of time ( Read more... )

so i'll clear the road, the gravel ( Read more... )

i have to get out of here