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tommy. if you read this, i miss you. i haven't been around i don't know why.. it just doesn't seem right. i feel like when you see me it makes you sad and i can't stand to see the sadness in your eyes. i feel like one day this will all be behind us and we'll be able to chill again like normal. i think about you every day. i wonder what you're doing and if you're happy. i hope so. i'm sorry i'm not there to see ya smile anymore. you're in my heart and in my good thoughts. you're two blocks away and i'm too weak a creature to face you. but everything will be ok. you're a wiser and stronger person everyday and it's beautiful. love is all around you and inside of you. not a day goes by that i don't feel love for you or remember the love we had. it doesn't change the need for this time apart but i want you to know it's there and i'm too weak to tell you to your face right now. you're a fucking AMAZING creature and i've been blessed to have been so close to you. Never lose hope. Life is beautiful despite broken hearts and miscommunications.
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