hey my friends. a quickupdate for everybody. life is interesting...and amber makes it a million times better. hockey is going pretty good. it's SNOWING OUT!!!!!!!!!! oh the weather outside is frightful...and her smile is so delightful, theres only one place to go...to amber hope, amber hope, amber hope! lol. alright well im gonna go cuz im tired ( Read more... )

its funny the way the more corrupt and the more totally dismantled from reality things are the more widely accepted they are. im not trying to pose as some sort of philosophical figure who acts like they know all and have all the answers. but i pay attention. i listen, i process, i remember.i remember what people said last week. and a month ago, ( Read more... )

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ever have one of those moments where you feel like in this crazy mixed up world that we live in, you think about how we fucked up Iraq and how were still over their dying and people actually support the asshole that runs this country? how even though there are people dying in our streets everyday, and that if you have even a few ounces of marijuana ( Read more... )

thats what i need right now. so lets see since the last time i've updated...played a few hockey games...had a few amazing days with amber. learned most of the "American Idiot" cd on my guitar. not too good but gettin there. getting much better with my voice as far as singing oges. again not great by any means but definatly gettin on the right track ( Read more... )

i love when shit doesn't work out for me. i love how i apparently chose to be sick. and i especially love that despite the fact that i have no makeup work, i still can't do anything tomorrow with amber, yet i can almost gurantee if i want to disappear around the center for a few hours no problem. because it doesn't inconvenience them. and i love ( Read more... )

so yeah, sick today. feels like im slowly dying, but im getting better. even though im really sick i feel really good at the same time because i have someone in the world who truly honestly loves me like i love them. and i never have even the tiniest doubt about it. it feels seriously amazing to A. feel loved and then B. not have to worry about ( Read more... )

im feeling stressed lately. things aren't going bad, im jsut having a very sudden attack of anxiety towards like everything. i don't get it like today. it's wednesday and for some reason im trying to run around like a madman about plans for the weekend. i don't undesrstand why i am, but i am. if im going skating a feel really sketched out of we don ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. which is ironic seeing as we just came back and tied the game with 37 seconds left, and i scored a goal and had an assist. earlier today my mom went ripshit on me cuz i didn't have all my community service done and my 'grades weren't good enough yet'(even though i just got an 80 on a math quiz...90 on a psych quiz...108 on a ( Read more... )