soy une perdedor

[dimensionzac]

so yeah, sick today. feels like im slowly dying, but im getting better. even though im really sick i feel really good at the same time because i have someone in the world who truly honestly loves me like i love them. and i never have even the tiniest doubt about it. it feels seriously amazing to A. feel loved and then B. not have to worry about that. i've spent most of my day either sleeping or just laying in my bed. did a paper today. psych paper. wahoo. and then amber's gonna call me until she goe's babyisting. and then im gonna go to driving school, and then im gonna hope aaron goes and we can bring a camera with nightshot and get a few tricks during break. i want to switch 180 over the peppa's ledge...and i also want to nollie shuv over it. that would make my day for now you know? just little stuff like that. and then im gonna get home get my homework done and then call amber and hopefully make plans to see her tomorrow cuz i have a gay ass hockey game saturday after the psats. so heres my plan. take the psats (pronounced pee-sats) and then go to amber's to chilllllllllllllllllll and celebrate jerry's bday briefly and then get picked up and go to that godforsaken hockey rink. although i've got a three game scoring streak going. it'd be nice to inrease that to a big foursky. ko im getting delirious plus im listening to all sorts of funky ass music like air and opium jukebox and some bhangra...im gonna go now. wish me luck getting better! later

love you amber
hate you world...haah just kidding

p.s. i'd like to apologize to anyone i almost killed yesterday czu i was overtired...mainly jess and anna cuz i almost snapped a few times. sorry guys.