breakin my back just to know your name
i love when shit doesn't work out for me. i love how i apparently chose to be sick. and i especially love that despite the fact that i have no makeup work, i still can't do anything tomorrow with amber, yet i can almost gurantee if i want to disappear around the center for a few hours no problem. because it doesn't inconvenience them. and i love how the weekend isn't gonna work out either cuz of that stupid fucking winter sport. damn im really over hockey right now. my mom is flipping out cuz i spent all day in bed today. god forbid that i like actually tell her that i did a five page paper today, already did my psychology reading, understnad my math unit, and the only thing that's causing me trouble is french and im studying my ass off. god forbid i bring my homework to amber's hosue too. it's not like she doesn't have homework to do. it's called we can do homework together. unlike you, mom, we have self control. whether it be able to control the ability to do my homework and not just blow it off when im with the girl that i love, or not having the ability to not snap on your kids every time something doesn't go right for you and not having the ablity to get over it. psycho. i hope some dday you can hear how you are.