broken this fragile thing now..

[dimensionzac]

ever have one of those moments where you feel like in this crazy mixed up world that we live in, you think about how we fucked up Iraq and how were still over their dying and people actually support the asshole that runs this country? how even though there are people dying in our streets everyday, and that if you have even a few ounces of marijuana in your car you cna go to jail for 10-15 without bail but if the guy next to you who raped three girls and the guy on your other side killed a mother and child in a drunk driving accident are both goin to get out in 5-10...have you ever felt that with all that's going on in todays world you have that one thing that makes you feel right? and makes you feel like everything is ok. it gives you that sence of attachment and belonging in a world full of backstabber's and cheater's. a world full of cop outs and excuses, of promises not kept and finger's kept crossed...that somehow, someway it's all ok. because i do. i have that thing that makes me feel like all of this isn't that bad. i have love. i have a love that never has a question mark behind it. i have a love that never leaves me wondering why. and if it ever does it's why am i so lucky to have this girl in my life. because on the days that i feel down, and i feel like maybe sometimes things are against me, i know that for certain there is one thing that isn't. her. i know that no matter what im gonna have that other hand holding mine running full steam ahead unafraid of the future. you know what? let the future come, yeah i want to be this age forever...well maybe like a little older...but as long as i have that one thing that will always keep me going im up for anything, and nothing will ever keep me going like this feeling i have right now. i feel bad if you don't have this feeling, its the greatest in the world.

me and sir shotty of shotty and the infamous Converse King are going to be performing a short musical ensemble of American Idiot at spartanum hopefully, so far it sounds good but needs work, but i have faith. cuz i do. i take my road exam on saturday hpefully and get my licesne. that will be amazing. i can't wait haha. i love you amber. i've also decided that i really want the Killer's cd, and it's wicked amazing. i need a new camera, beacuse mines a piece of shit thats hardly working, but it takes good flicks. i don't think i'll ever sell it. maybe i will actually. hey, not a bad idea. sell it. haha. get some quick scratch and buy a new one or pay for car insurance. i have to go eat dinner. so for now i'll talk to you all later. my life get's better everytime i see that girl. last time was amazing. i love her

i love you amber
i -fing hate you Bush