hey guys whats up im at my buddys house and i am homeless chey i miss you and your internet is not working so i can not get on chey's rebellion which is majorly gay whatever happenend that one night my dad called you. well i got to go lot of shit going on right now later.

SO whats up ineed to post more but whatever so i love everything my life is wonderful and everything around me is great........................ok im lying again so fuckingsue me i wish thati could live like that but it is notgoing to hapeed so whateer i need i need idont know maybe is just want it whats a need ifit wont desroy you to not have it ( Read more... )

well well well so im back no knows or cares and everyone can go to hell ive had some time to think and i need to chane but never will notfor myself or anyonne else it is all going down the drain my life ly soul and all my pain leave me alone but never let me be by myself i need you i need younow and forever alone inmy heart but why does it matter ( Read more... )

okay guys i want to let you know i wont have a comp for atleast two weeks but if anyone needs to contact me write your # on here cuz i can check it everyonce in a while at the this place where you have to pay to get on the internet and it is expensive as hell love to everyone that posts die bitch if you dont [dont have to put your number just say ( Read more... )

well brooke still hasnt commented i dont think shes going to i cant stand this i have to go back why cant things go back to the way the y were wking up everymorning going to school and being able to atleast relax alittle never now jsut uptight and on edge all the time i miss brooke and cat and third peroid with shawn and ahawn and taylor still ( Read more... )

how can this be happening i hate everyone brooke wont talk to me all the comments i have made n her journal she deleted i miss her so much why is she dong ths she says she doesntwant to hurt herself so she doesnt get close to anyone but wh cant we still talk i love her and i know she still must have some feelings for me this sinot what i need right ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHEY THANK YOU SO MUCH!mmmmkay everyone chey is awesome i met her last night and she did my journal for me isnt it so god damnsexy we have common love through blink so she made that for mei have decided my old friends can all go to hell comment to be added and if you just met me or havent yet it doesnt matter if you want to be ( Read more... )

how do you know if love is true and why do people calling missing your house home sickness i know what homesick really means i have it everday its getting sick everytime you walk through those damn doors and looking in to the face of the godam dictators called parents ICP put it very well "do you love because you love or because you have to he i ( Read more... )

i want to die i cant believe this shit i hate my mother any one who gives a rats ass about me will atleast attemt to contact me but i doubt it considering no one does give a shit about well im gonna go now and think about death some more so go to hell

hello sorry i havent been posting but ive been sick and injured and all kinds o shit i went to some water world place it was pretty weak but i still had fun you know me there were half naded girls every where of course i had fun then i wwent to the metro center in pheonix and there is a skate park INSIDE AND THEY RENTED OUT BOARDS oh it was awesome ( Read more... )