nothing bitch

[deathmustbbettr]

well well well so im back no knows or cares and everyone can go to hell ive had some time to think and i need to chane but never will notfor myself or anyonne else it is all going down the drain my life ly soul and all my pain leave me alone but never let me be by myself i need you i need younow and forever alone inmy heart but why does it matter im fine im just broken on the inside all alone i think of you and how we were that night no it doesnt matter anymore now that ive made everyone so damn upset a soon as weget close to love you push me away again and im just a hopeless romantic with only my heart to give but you, you have the choice to let down yor walls and finnaly let me in or then again you could crush me down and leave me alone to my lonely sins

right im bored and nothing is going right and everything is all fuccked up and ill never fix it im the doctor told me im bipolar as if it was something new i made that assesement on my own and im no fucking ph.d dumass doctors think ive got post dramatic stress disorder whatever screw em he miight give me valium yeah that would be fun anyway dont worry about the shit i right im really better off alone