I'm swear what ever sanity I have left will be gone by the end of this summer ( Read more... )

People I need to know who is coming to my party. I need a head count call me so I know. Any way I'm losing my head it has made it's way half away down the Sawgrass Expressway. I have alot going on and it is driving me up the way. I miss my wife I haven't seen her in like almost two weeks. I miss my wife (tear tear). Josh is away at camp so I lost ( Read more... )

Well my weekend was some what ok. My mom is aacting like nothing ever happened, but I don't know how long it is going to last. I sooooo wish that I had a laptop cause I want to write all summer which I'm going to do any way ( Read more... )

(_) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in class I was going to do my work, but I decided not to. What ever. I got a new icon. I think it is so kool. I have to go see my shrink today I called her yesterday and we talked for a little while. She said that I need to be more open about my emotions, but I don't know if I can do that I mean for so long I have shut them away ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo going to fail this year I mean dude I can't get into my work. My dad keeps having these "talks" with me and they are driving me crazy becuase he doesn't get it. He is telling me that he is going to talk to Joan, but I think that will make it 100 times worse, but no don't listen to me. He keeps leting me that life sucks and that he is ( Read more... )

OMG THE MOST KOOLEST THING HAPPENED TODAY. DUDE I'M GOING OUT WITH BRANDON. HOOT HOOT.
HE WAS TEXTING ME ALL DAY LONG AND HE ASKED ME OUT SO I SAID YES. DUDE I'M GOING OUT WITH BRANDON.

AMANDA LIKE HOOKED US UP SOOOOOOO KOOL. HEHEHEHEHE. ANYWAY I HAVE OO GO LATER.

I'm going out with Brandon

Dude I got my house computer to work. Score. So now I can use my computer over the summer, what now. I'm so happy. What now losers. Which also means I can work on my writting all summer. Dude and keep in touch with my teachers so I can see how my story is coming along. I wonder if Mr.Grimes has e-mail because then he cna help me with my story when ( Read more... )

She wants to play fucking mind games with me she can, but I won't fall of this act any more. I know how she works, and my dad and bother are blind to what she is doing. I soooooo need to leave my house, but I can't figure out what is holding me back. I don't get it. The weekend is here and it is going to be hell on wheels because I know something ( Read more... )

Everyone told me that I need to geet help, and yes I do. Everyone said that things will get better once I admited that I needed help and that my family would understand well all of that back fired on me. My mom doesn't want me in the house any more and by all means I'm fine with that. I don't want to live there any more. I don't want to answer to ( Read more... )