Jun 17, 2005 11:27
I'm swear what ever sanity I have left will be gone by the end of this summer.
I'm slowly losing my mind. I mean I got my report card and didn't do well school sucks ass. it is driving me up the wall. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I have pretty much slept most of my summer away. This week I got in more sleep time then I have in years. I have locked myself up in my room and have been going mad crazy over my story. Fixing it, improving it. I suck at writing. I suck at everything. I mean I have a great mind so I have been old, but I can't do anyting with it, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I need detail in my story and it is shit in a hand bag. I have no talent. I'm vnever going to finish this story. I have been reading books like crazy. God I can't wait until I move out.
I have been working out and doing some what okay with that, my family is driving me up the wall, god damn them. I mean never in my life. They are up my ass 24/7. I haven't seen my shrink in like three weeks, this isn't good cause I'm killing to pick up a drink, you know what I think I will tonight. I need a break and I can't do it anymore. I need one so badly. My head is killing me. I'm sick of getting yelled atby them and she isn't making it any easirer on me. I miss my friends I need to get away from myself. I desever a little fun so that is what I shall do. Later people. Lov ya
I aslo can't take how odd people are making things for me(and they know who they are)