May 31, 2005 10:15
Well my weekend was some what ok. My mom is aacting like nothing ever happened, but I don't know how long it is going to last. I sooooo wish that I had a laptop cause I want to write all summer which I'm going to do any way.
Ohhhhh I for warn people fat people in bikini's will scar you for life. EWWWWWWW. Any way. we have nothing to do in class today. I'm a lose I have been listening to P!ink all weekend. But I really like some of her songs. Numb is a kick ass song.
I really don't kow if I want it to be summer this year. I want to keep in touch with everyone this summer. So people call me and we all need to hang out.
Josh I'm pissed at you, you now fucked up my whole party. Damn you it was bad enough that Amanda wasn't going to be there I was going to work around that, but youy and 14 other people were suuposed to be there. LOSER. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I haven't gotten much sleep llately. I have been writing like crazy and reading like mad crazy. I have been reading Nora Roberts. She isn't that bad. She wrote a book called Divine Evil a kick ass book. I would so love if she wrote another boook to it. But hey what ever.
Ohhhhh just so you peoples know that if I do get my books published if you guys read them you will notice that the charters may ound like you guys, and they will be you. hehehehehehe you are great people to write about sorry. I couldn't help myself.
No sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriend
I was too deep, I can't let you go and just jump
in
At times I would push my feelings aside to let
you feel
I'm novicane I'm numb and nothing's real
Like the coldest winter, I am frozen from you
I was weak before now you made me so numb
I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all, my baby
I'm numb, numb, numb
But the tears were silent inside you see
But the tears were silent inside you see
I laid there quiet, watched you have your way
with me
I might have cried, the tears were silent inside
you see
You called me names, made me feel like I was dumb
I didn't feel a thing and now I'm gone, gone,
gone
Like a battered child I got used to your pain
But you know its cuz
I was weak before now you made me so numb
I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all, my baby
I'm numb, numb, numb
I was weak before now you made me so numb
I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all, my baby
I'm numb, numb, numb
Don't feel a thing, don't feel the pain
Numb, numb, numb
Said
I was weak before now you made me so numb
I can't feel much for you anymore
I gave you my all, my baby
I'm numb, numb, numb
I was weak for
Said now I'm numb, numb, numb
No, no, no, no
Dude I love that song. and this one
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done
I've been a bad, bad girl for so long
I don't know how to change what went wrong
Daddy's little girl when he went away
What did it teach me? That love leaves
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done
I've been down every road you could go
I made some bad choices as you know
Seems I have the whole world cradled in my hands
But its just like me not to understand
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
I learned my lessons
I turned myself around
I've got a guardian angel tattooed on my shoulder
She's been watching over me
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been a bad, bad girl
My air conditioning boke yesterday and my mom is all bitchy. Weird cause I got like an hour of sleep and I woke up with a shit load of blanks on and door closed and no fan on, yet everyone else in my house was sweating. hehehehhhehehe I was cold. What losers. any wat got to go. Later people call me this summer
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