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I'm sitting here in class I was going to do my work, but I decided not to. What ever. I got a new icon. I think it is so kool. I have to go see my shrink today I called her yesterday and we talked for a little while. She said that I need to be more open about my emotions, but I don't know if I can do that I mean for so long I have shut them away that it is hard. I understand that there is so much that people can do for me, and then tthe rest is up to me, but it is hard. Their is so much that I want to tell people to let them know, but I can't it isn't easy. I feel so useless right now I don't know. I feel every blah laid back it is strange.
Corey gave me a flower and it looks so pretty because it is dying. So much beaty behind it.
I was up like all night and when I fell asleep my dad woke me up and I was on the floor. I don't know why. I woke up on the floor with my note book open it had to pages filled. I don't remeber writing anything last night. I went tp sleep in my bed but didn't wake up in my bed. Very strange
Corey gave me a flower and it looks so pretty because it is dying. So much beaty behind it.
I was up like all night and when I fell asleep my dad woke me up and I was on the floor. I don't know why. I woke up on the floor with my note book open it had to pages filled. I don't remeber writing anything last night. I went tp sleep in my bed but didn't wake up in my bed. Very strange