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Writer's Block: Regrets Only
Maybe. They wouldn't feel regret for biting someone, but they'd feel regret if they failed to protect their babies and they end up being killed or eaten. -
Energy Shots (part 2)
After seeing me lose my marbles after taking an energy shot my friends from my afterschool program were wondering what it felt like. I was feeling a bit sinister so I gave them one energy shot. I warned them of all the symptoms and to not make the mistake I made and try to down the whole thing. They each drank a little bit, and I got to see them go ( Read more... ) -
engery shots
I took a 6 hour engery shot to help focus for studying. My body feels so tingly. My arms are tingling. It's hard to sit still. During tutoring, my stomach turned, and on the car ride home, my body got warmer. I kept jiggling my leg to help keep me from going off the wall and I had to role down the window. It's crazy. Right now my arms still fill ( Read more... ) -
I hate teachers, I hate the world, I hate myself and Lucifer's brother
I wish I had a book of spells that I could cast and torture anyone I want. But life doesn't work that way. My attitude is a girl who's a hopeless romantic who wants to find love in a world full of never ending cruelty. I want someone to act as though they care if I'm alive or dead. The shell I've built around myself is still soft, so matter how ( Read more... ) -
Not enough
Not enough time in the world to rest. Not enough time in the world to just stop and breathe. -
Mixed up
These last few days have been wierd. I've felt as though everything is out of place and don't know how to put things into place. On friday, after feeling relieved that I made it to Spring Break, it turned out I had English tutoring for my AP tests (but I got to buy a cold coffee and see my crush so it was okay ( Read more... ) -
I'm Tired of Mankind...FUCK YOU ALL!!!!
If you can't tell, I've had a horrible and of the week. I broke down in school today and cried. Then I played it off as a horrible headache and slept in the nurse's office. And when I check my messages now, I hear this shit from so person trying to tell me I should post some shit in the asylum. This was my post (I was super pissed and angry and the ( Read more... ) -
Life Wanted
I feel like posting an ad in the newspaper's classified section stating "Looking for someone selling a life because I'm trying to get one." I hear about guys talk about their girlfriends and hear how my other friends talk about going to dances or hanging out some place with their friends at school. My friends either work, are too busy, or live too ( Read more... ) -
Relaxed
I feel sort of relaxed. This weekend I've decided I'm gonna use friday and saturday to chillax. I went to the library to browse for graphic novels and read and ate pizza. I've been taking St. John's Wort and I guess I feel a tinsy bit different. I feel like I can focus a little bit more in class (as in thoughts in the back of my head that yell "I ( Read more... ) -
I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!!!!!
I HAVEN'T REALLY GOTTEN A DESCENT BREAK IN 2 FUCKING WEEKS!!! MY WEEKENDS HAVE BEEN WASTED AWAY SLAVING AT HOMEWORK AND I HAVE GONE ANYWHERE!!! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO RELAX AND I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR DAYS FOR THESE FUCKING PILLS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE MY ONLY HOPE!!! I'M SO FUCKING TIRED!!!! MY AUNT VISITED THIS PAST WEEKEND AND EVERYONE ELSE ( Read more... )