I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!!!!!
I HAVEN'T REALLY GOTTEN A DESCENT BREAK IN 2 FUCKING WEEKS!!! MY WEEKENDS HAVE BEEN WASTED AWAY SLAVING AT HOMEWORK AND I HAVE GONE ANYWHERE!!! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO RELAX AND I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR DAYS FOR THESE FUCKING PILLS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE MY ONLY HOPE!!! I'M SO FUCKING TIRED!!!! MY AUNT VISITED THIS PAST WEEKEND AND EVERYONE ELSE GOT TO GO OUT TO BREAKFAST AND SHOP WHILE I WAS STUCK READING GOD KNOWS HOW MANY PAGES OF THAT STUPID HISTORY BOOK AND EATING McDONALD'S!!! I TALKED TO MY AUNT ON THE PHONE AND SHE SAID SHE WOULD COME VISIT ME IN A FEW HOURS AND SHE NEV ER SHOWED. WELL GUESS WHAT!!!! FUCK HER AND THE REST OF THIS WHOLE DAMNED FAMILY. ESPECAILLY MY FUCKING BITCH OF A GRANDMA!!! WHAT KIND OF FUCKING GRANDMA ENJOYS PUTTING OTHER'S DOWN (ESPECAILLY HER OWN CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN)!!!!! AND WHAT TYPE OF FUCKING GRANDMOTHER SHOWS FAVORTISM AMONG THEM AS WELL!!!! SHE MIGHT AS WELL PUT HER FAVORITE DAUGHTER ON A FUCKING PEDISTAL (i really don't give a fuck that its mispelled) AND LICK HER FUCKING ASS!!!!
AND SHE HAD THE NEVRE (SEVERAL TIMES) TO SAY "I'm beginning to dislike you." WELL FUCK, I'M BEGINNING TO HATE YOU!!! SOMETIMES I WISHED YOU WERE DEAD THAT WAY I COULD TELL ALL THE PEOPLE AT YOUR FUNERAL HOW YOU TALKED SHIT ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEIR BACK AND HOW YOU ONLY GAVE A FUCK ABOUT 2 PEOPLE IN OUR ENTIRE FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD EVEN SPIT ON YOUR FUCKING GRAVE!!!!! THAT BICTH ALSO HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME I'M NOT A REAL CHRISTIAN!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME!!!! YOU THINK CHURCH IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU CHRISTIAN, WELL IT'S NOT!!!! TRY LIVING IT BICTCH!!!! TRY TO BE NICE FOR ONCE (AND SEE IF IT FUCKING KILLS YOU)!!!!!
AS FOR MY MOM WHO KEPT SAYING THAT I JUST SIT ON MY LAZY ASS AND BLOG, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. I'M BUSTING MY ASS HERE TRYING TO MAKE YOU AND DAD HAPPY BUT APPARENTLY YOU AREN'T SATISFIED. SO WHY SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE?!!! WHY??? HONESTLY, WHY?!!!!!
I HAVE TO COME HOME EACH DAY (AFTER HAVING A SHITTY DAY) FROM THAT FUCKING HELLHOLE AND SEE DAD GRINNING HAPPILY AS THOUGH THE WORLD IS MADE OF SUNSHINE AND DAISIES AND ALL OF THAT SHIT!!! I KNOW IT'S NOT, YOU KNOW IT'S NOT, SO WHY DON'T WE JUST CUT THE CRAP!!!!
THEN MY BROTHER COMES TO ME AND WANTS TO TALK ABOUT POKEMON FOR A FUCKING HOUR AND I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT AND I SNAP AND YOU GUYS JUST SNAP AT ME!!!! DAD YOU ARE A CONDESCENDING BITCH AND I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP CAUSE YOU'RE NOT A SAINT AND I KNOW YOU CUSS!!! I'VE HEARD YOU, YOU ASSHOLE THAT LIKES TO PRETEND YOU'RE SO HIGH AND MIGHTY OVER EVERYONE!!!! SO DO ME A FAVOR AND FUCK OFF!!! YOU'RE PARTLY THE REASON WHY I FEEL SO DEPRESSED AND ANGRY ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE SO DON'T ACT LIKE YOUR THE INNOCENT ONE.
AND SHE HAD THE NEVRE (SEVERAL TIMES) TO SAY "I'm beginning to dislike you." WELL FUCK, I'M BEGINNING TO HATE YOU!!! SOMETIMES I WISHED YOU WERE DEAD THAT WAY I COULD TELL ALL THE PEOPLE AT YOUR FUNERAL HOW YOU TALKED SHIT ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEIR BACK AND HOW YOU ONLY GAVE A FUCK ABOUT 2 PEOPLE IN OUR ENTIRE FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD EVEN SPIT ON YOUR FUCKING GRAVE!!!!! THAT BICTH ALSO HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME I'M NOT A REAL CHRISTIAN!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME!!!! YOU THINK CHURCH IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU CHRISTIAN, WELL IT'S NOT!!!! TRY LIVING IT BICTCH!!!! TRY TO BE NICE FOR ONCE (AND SEE IF IT FUCKING KILLS YOU)!!!!!
AS FOR MY MOM WHO KEPT SAYING THAT I JUST SIT ON MY LAZY ASS AND BLOG, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. I'M BUSTING MY ASS HERE TRYING TO MAKE YOU AND DAD HAPPY BUT APPARENTLY YOU AREN'T SATISFIED. SO WHY SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE?!!! WHY??? HONESTLY, WHY?!!!!!
I HAVE TO COME HOME EACH DAY (AFTER HAVING A SHITTY DAY) FROM THAT FUCKING HELLHOLE AND SEE DAD GRINNING HAPPILY AS THOUGH THE WORLD IS MADE OF SUNSHINE AND DAISIES AND ALL OF THAT SHIT!!! I KNOW IT'S NOT, YOU KNOW IT'S NOT, SO WHY DON'T WE JUST CUT THE CRAP!!!!
THEN MY BROTHER COMES TO ME AND WANTS TO TALK ABOUT POKEMON FOR A FUCKING HOUR AND I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT AND I SNAP AND YOU GUYS JUST SNAP AT ME!!!! DAD YOU ARE A CONDESCENDING BITCH AND I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP CAUSE YOU'RE NOT A SAINT AND I KNOW YOU CUSS!!! I'VE HEARD YOU, YOU ASSHOLE THAT LIKES TO PRETEND YOU'RE SO HIGH AND MIGHTY OVER EVERYONE!!!! SO DO ME A FAVOR AND FUCK OFF!!! YOU'RE PARTLY THE REASON WHY I FEEL SO DEPRESSED AND ANGRY ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE SO DON'T ACT LIKE YOUR THE INNOCENT ONE.