Enough is enough, Patrick. You know what needs to be done, and you know how to do it.

Patience, kindness, compassion, and love. Search yourself and think before speaking and acting.

Temporary. But never again. Never allow it to become what it has become ever again. Never *allow* it. Never again.

Never again.

I've been selfish. Most of my life it has been selfishness disguised as selflessness. I have been told it is selfishness. I have never believed until now that it is selfishness. I have been selfish. I have worried so much about myself, I have stressed about my own life, my own sake, my own needs and desires. Selfish ( Read more... )

Been a minute. Sorry for that. I'm the only one hurting, but/so ( Read more... )

The Mother stopped me while I was outside obtaining plastics, and we spoke at some length about faith, Jesus, and where we (*we*) all are in our personal paths. It was enlightening to a point. I maintained my manners and tried to be cordial. She told me she liked me, but perhaps a little less now. Moving sure has been a pain in a variety of ways ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately about determining the reasons for my actions and behaviors. Why do I act the way I do? Why do I act out? Why do I pull so hard only to push even harder? What makes Patrick Patrick ( Read more... )

Thank you.

It's exactly what I needed, and nothing that I wanted.

Colleen from St Louis: thank you.

Plan:

Drink as much as you can.

Stay awake as long as you can.

Fortify. Fortify. Fortify.

Or at least we should be ( Read more... )

I did it! Twice! Within days! Not years! Exclamation points ( Read more... )

I was working earlier, so I wasn't in the greatest position to write properly. But it was a necessary start, to get back to you after so long, to remind myself of something I had previously lost ( Read more... )