Apr 20, 2016 21:57
I did it! Twice! Within days! Not years! Exclamation points!
I'm sitting in KC's apartment now. Evan has two friends here, ladies. D Fox and "Ducey" are here as well. I spent over an hour in the car driving here this evening because I needed the opportunity to test. I hate that I feel this way, that it's necessary to do these things.
Over an hour and a half passed. "This business," Ducey said, after I finally opened the door since she called me. "After this business."
Next time, something else. Something real. Something prosaic and poetical, despite the strong, undeniable urge to do otherwise.
This is about me. My life and my thoughts and my decisions and my experiences and my experience. No one else's.
See you next time.