i went snowboarding with mark and my family today. of course, that means my mom and the dog too. it was a gorgeous view, i kissed on a ski lift which i can cross off my "lifes goals" list. [which doesn't exactly exist, per se, but...] i didn't fall too much but my ass hurts from when i did. i fell into a ditch twice getting off the lift and mark ( Read more... )

..the weirdest dreams ( Read more... )

where did i even leave off? i lose track, it's so much harder to keep up with my thoughts in writing than it is to just type it. typing's faster. thanksgiving.. we went bowling? i have this new thing for bowling. i won the first game by 14 points and i was so excited. i always suck at bowling. the second game i came in 2nd - my parents made fun of ( Read more... )

Never use a facemask unless you're willing to turn completely pale and washed out afterwards. I look blue.

I went to Marni's today for the first time in 6 months. Initially, I was somewhat relieved, excited, considering how maybe she'd help or understand. It's not that things are horrible and need immediate remedy, it's just that they're not great ( Read more... )

if you can't tell, i fucked up my livejournal ( Read more... )

it's 12:02 am, and therefore today summer's ended, because i'm going back to school. while i'm content with my summer, i'm not ready. i can't adjust to the hallways without last years seniors whose presence was somewhat comforting, even thinking that mark's a senior, i broke down last night and these waves of feeling i guess hit me off guard but it ( Read more... )

this week sucked, in some aspects -- work's tiring, and i'm not getting paid [although the tuition off my dance class for next year helps my parents a bit, i think.] my favorite was when we were in the bathroom and one of my campers in the stall next to me comments - "lauren, you know, i'm the kind of girl who likes a lot of salt on her french ( Read more... )

Global final = deeeeead. I wanted to cry in the middle of it, but that'd be a pretty lame thing to do. I figure, in the future, 7 hours of studying isn't worth it because fate wants me to fail, obviously ( Read more... )

this week sucks. finals suckkkk. so i'm doing a fake entry instead.

LJ Interests meme results

1. alternative:
   genre of music i guess. with a bunch of good bands so what more is there to say. i guess the definition of it now is a bit blurred though, bands like simple plan calling themselves alternative.
2. chris carrabba:
   okay, so he was the first ( Read more... )

fuck french. fuck fashion. fuck overpricing. fuck school. fuck having no job. fuck motivation. [...what the fuck is that?] fuck responsibility. fuck expectations. fuck the future. fuck the past. fuck anarchy. fuck conformity. fuck bush. fuck PMS. fuck cramps. fuck anxiety. fuck growing up. fuck, but don't get STD' ( Read more... )