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[dandazzled]

Never use a facemask unless you're willing to turn completely pale and washed out afterwards. I look blue.

I went to Marni's today for the first time in 6 months. Initially, I was somewhat relieved, excited, considering how maybe she'd help or understand. It's not that things are horrible and need immediate remedy, it's just that they're not great

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[skicaradhras]

HEY--

1)dont even begin to worry about college (though WASH U does have an excellent art school)
2)you'll regret it if you switch schools
3)a reality--from what ive seen, all my college friends are dumping/being dumped over the phone, and its not fun. two breakups just yesterday on my floor. BONNIE AND JUSTIN broke up! it can definitely work, but you have to come to some lasting agreement: you have to live with not seeing him for long periods of time, and you have to let him adjust, and you have to trust him. and he has to trust you.
4)college is THE GOOD LIFE. but i miss home a little. live for today. high school's still full of possibilities. start a band!

<3 Harris

[dandazzled]

aaaw this comment made me happy. :] i actually didn't even intend for this to be public/friends, but so little people know this that i don't even care.

but yeah, i guess im just trying to take more as it comes. i'm so jealous of everyone going off to school because i feel like that's where i want to be and should be and i'm past this high school drama and bullshit but maybe i shouldn't take it for granted. i'm glaaaaad you're having fun! tell me when you come home and we'll hang out or catch up or something.

and i think what you said about the relationship things makes the most sense out of anything anyone's told me. there is time i guess until then, and its just change whether that's good or bad. aw, i send my consolations to your friends.. :/.

how are the girls there? any exciting stories as of yet? [i know it hasn't been that long though]

[skicaradhras]

im coming home for thanksgiving. i guess u could say there's one "exciting" story =P

[souhaiteoublie]

in spite of the worry, uncertainty, confusion, and insanity, life will pan out. All the advice that i've got for you is trust in the cosmos, and breathe often and deeply. Rejoyce in what ou have now and don't stress so much. And stop making connections that drive you crazy. Each situation is it's own, and you'll only upset yourself. Plus, the impartial 1000 mile away third party (ie me) is here if you ever need a venting post. Love much. <3