today i am anxious- really anxious. i have been so tired, and then i had to be up at 1130 and 1 with tony screaming crying.. then they woke me up at 6AM, so i got no sleep and i am now working an 8.5 hour day.. grrr. to top it all off "rent" starts today and robbie and i had a date to go see it. so much for that ( Read more... )

today wctk played my request :-D "tim mcgraw, my best friend" to robbie love holly i miss you and love you....yay

don't wanna spend another lonely night ( Read more... )

so once again i dont really know what to write...i guess my life has been alright lately, really confusing with robbie but ill get there ( Read more... )

i wish i knew waht was going on with robbie. half th e time i feel like he loves me half the time he hates me. and i know its his depression and he does too but why do i have to feel the backlash from it all? it just isnt fair. i dont evn know what to say. i refuse to let this hapen to me again. god please help me ( Read more... )

so i started school...and im in love with robbie. the rest is just details :) i havent told him yet but i will...i even wrote it in my july 19th entry............k bye

nick i wasnt the orig. that said either of yas were and i denied it for the longest time. but then when THREE different ppl told me at THREE different times, it seemed pretty likely...then i saw u that day at the green and u looked right at me and didnt say a word til i beeped and u looked so skinny...whatever maybe ur not but uve changed alot nick ( Read more... )

im scared...

Live journal entry: 11:54 PM Sunday july 31st ( Read more... )

well to start with the last entry...the fourht was alright..robbie came to spend it with me, and we watched fireworks at the boslee's..i saw bobby hehe hes so adorable :-p im gonna marry that kid someday (wink ( Read more... )