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[crzylilbitch]

i wish i knew waht was going on with robbie. half th e time i feel like he loves me half the time he hates me. and i know its his depression and he does too but why do i have to feel the backlash from it all? it just isnt fair. i dont evn know what to say. i refuse to let this hapen to me again. god please help me

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[ktotheristen]

i'm coming home in five weeks for four weeks. i was thinking maybe we can have lunch? it's weird not knowing what's going on with you, and i hate not being one of the people who can cheer you up. i know we've changed and been through a lot without the other being there, and i know it's impossible to sort of pick up where we left off, but i think it could be good for both of us to have a friend that knows quite a bit about our pasts.

[crzylilbitch]

yes i would love to. i talk about you to robbie all the time, its weird that you messaged me today actually cuz he asked why we dont talk and i was just like basicalyl misunderstanding and it was so stupid that we ended up not talking over it, but yeah we have so much catching up to do and shit. i want you to meet robbie. its kinda confusing situation at the moment, he has depression and im basically the only one who understands and who is there for him, so we decided to be just friends until he seeks psychiatric assistance, but it actually works with him. we are best friends, and we both know that were gonna be together eventually...eh idk, anyway im generally a happy camper these days, but lately ive been in a rut. not to fear tho =)

so hows az? oh how id love to leave stonehill and go far far away! anyway we have alot of catching up to do (i feel like i said that already) meet any hotties there? eh well i gotta get this stupid fucking paper written. i shall talk to u later

<3 holly