Aug 13, 2005 23:56
Live journal entry: 11:54 PM Sunday july 31st
Subject: happy anniversary m&d
Don’t remember the last time I updated but im actually writing this in word because our new house doesn’t have an internet setup quite yet. So today is my parents anniversary, and I am their gift. I hopped a flight to florida for a few days to check out the new house and help design a few rooms etc . I hope its fun and I hope I get to see nev. Miss himJ
So Robbie and I have been absolutely amazing. He went to the Kenny chezney concert. Oh how I wish I went!! Then me him anne and myles went camping this weekend in maine at a place called kings & queens .. it was AMAZING!! I had one of the best weekends of my life!! Haha the softball game was sooo funny. I was hammered and I didn’t wanna put my beer down so I woud catch the ball drop my glove and throw lefty. I was sick! They loved me and Robbie .. awesome times!! The bastid kept passin out tho so we didn’t accomplish anything (as he put it) lol. Yeah rob way to make the awkward comments..hahaha also an awesome time wrestling on the mini golf course..(next morning: Robbie, “we shoulda gone mini golfing” me: “umm we did” Robbie: “what? When?!”..yeah u weren’t hammered hahaha) then fighting myles..o man im gangsta haha
So this is my break away from him anne work, etc…life in general. I think itll do me good cuz I was getting sick of my life in mass lately. I just felt too stressed and Robbie is so emotional I feel like I always have to compliment him to make him feel good about himself and its not that I mind but im afraid of him bringing me down.
Yep so basically I haven’t seen mike since shit started between me and mark, which I still cant explain cuz I didn’t do anything wrong..faggot. but I hate that mike is so up his ass about it..grr
Nick c and Patrick are coke heads which is fuckin awesome =(. I miss nick alotttt
I went to pete cohns house the other night that was fun . I saw sherelly leash heather Kevin Scotty .. basically the whole crew plus some.. paul, a buncha ppl I never met. Good times..some of them got hammered but I drink like every fuckin night now so I decided I could take one night off :-p
Umm yeha basically life is uneventful even tho ive done something every day. We have been to 6 flags twice, many parties, many sleepovers w and w/o the guys, etc etc. im head over heels for Robbie and hes the same for me.
Its just perfect right now
…good times
So since im in florida right now im gonna just hit the sack..the shmirnoff did me in a lil bit
Ps- this house is huge! There is a guarded gate at the entrance and u need a special button to get it..its sick..yup k bye
<3holl
8/2/05
so the thunder and lightening is giving me an anxiety attack and I need to go have my gallbladder checked out but I don’t want to because they are gonna take blood and that’s too scary…grr..
I really didn’t think id miss Robbie this much but I really do! I love the friendship that we have between the 4 of us (myles me anne Robbie) I love every minute with those people. Im so lonely right now. I cried today.. if youre ever bored read rascal flatts lyrics, mainly head over heels and bless the broken road. Its country but whatever im addicted at least I can admit it.
I am going to fall in love with Robbie. I need to slow down but I just cant help it! We are literally the same person (minus the gender difference lol..which actually im a lil masculine and hes a lil feminine so kinda even in that sense too)
“…I think about the years I spent just passin thru/id like to have the time I lost and give it back to you/but you just smile and take my hand, you’ve been there you understand/its all part of a grander plan, that is comin true…”
that lyric reminds me of us the most..alright well I have to be up at 330 am so I gotta go. GoodbyeJ
<3<3holly<3<3