Love is patient, Love is kind, Love is not jealous, it does not boast, it is not proud. Love is not happy with evil but rather is happy with truth. Love patiently endures all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always remains strong. Love doesn't ask to happen. Love knows no age, no color, no gender, it just happens. Your heart feels what ( Read more... )

so today I think I realized we could never be friends. my love for you is eternal, pretty sure it will never go away. It seriously feels like you died. I have to keep telling myself forget it, don't think of it-she's gone, you'll never have her again... but the more and more I tell myself these things I wonder why did it have to end. I could have ( Read more... )

i miss you more and more with every moment that passes, i just wish we could work, neither one of us really wanted to leave, but the whole thing was...was it worth the fighting? i'm beginning to wonder if maybe we coulda lasted, deal with the good and the bad and kept on loving. Fought through it all. Fought through all the pressure, all the people ( Read more... )

so it really hasn't been all that long since my last post but my life has def changed... I'm now single for the first time in over two years. I'm going through a rough time trying to deal with the dramatic changes going on, but hopefully I'll be alright. It's been rocky that past few weeks and finally on Saturday we decided maybe we're fighting to ( Read more... )

wow it's been a while.... I just read my last post and as I think back I think I finally got the closure I needed, but I may be falling for him again. I know thats all wrong because we both have our own lives. I've been in a great relationship with someone I am absolutely in love with for over two fucking years. That's frickin crazy!! I love ( Read more... )

there are things in my life i cannot explain, i cannot even begin to understand them. is there such thing as fate? was it by chance that we found one another after so long, or was there a reason we were brought together. i'm all turned around. i cannot think straight anymore. i'm so lost and confused like i never have been before. why did you ( Read more... )

so strange thing happened today... i heard from my ex boyfriend (from high school, whom I haven't talked to in over three years) learned he was married (unhappily might i add), doesn't have sex anymore, lives nears south bend, doesn't like his wife's bipolarness (then again, who would? lol), loves sports still but his wife hates them with a ( Read more... )

You came on so strong ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let you know how much I miss you.  How much you have meant to me these past few years.  And just how much I love you.  I can't wait to see you at break.  You have been there no matter what I needed.  Through the good and bad. The best and the worst. You have seen me with nothing. And you have seen me with everything.   Yet you ( Read more... )

I was updating my aim profile and realized I hadn't done my LJ in a while so here I am to catch you up on the happenings of my life ( Read more... )