the days are harder now
so today I think I realized we could never be friends. my love for you is eternal, pretty sure it will never go away. It seriously feels like you died. I have to keep telling myself forget it, don't think of it-she's gone, you'll never have her again... but the more and more I tell myself these things I wonder why did it have to end. I could have taken the pain to just be with you, just to love you. I would still go through these past few days over and over again just to spend one more night together. No matter what my mind does my heart will always ache.